Hesitating 2:53 AM

When I hesitate, is it as a sign that it's simply not meant to be, or a lack of conviction on my part? 

When it doesn't feel right, should i stick with it till I'm absolutely sure, or should I just end it now and save all the energy, time and effort?

When I don't feel appreciated, am

Nothing 6:05 AM

I know I can do it. I can see it when I close my eyes. I can see myself on top, successful, admired. And yet nothing.

I read and hear about people making it big. I tell myself I can do the same. I feel inspired. I plan for tomorrow. Tomorrow becomes present. And yet nothing.

A new year is upon us. I hope good things from it. I have